let me first wish you and your team good luck! you r leading us to what I pray God every single minute to be the right path! Inchallah! Dr Ahmed I know that what i m going to ask you about or what I am going to confess is hard to swallow but i will be open and clear from the beginning! I love God and i believe in His wisdom and this is not a new thing for me! from an early age I have been always close to any idea which defends God and Quran!! I know that m not a bad person I do most of my religious duties: I fast, I help needy, I don't talk about people whom I don't know, I always try to find excuses for people who do something wrong to me, I forgive,...my objective here is not to talk about myself and i assume that u could understand my problem! I admit my failure, so far, to accomplish my 5 prayers every day! in other words, i don't pray in a regular way although I always pray God to make me find the right path to a true prayer! the problem is that I really want to pray and I believe in every single word God says in the Holy Quran! By the way I am a married woman with 2 children !! I am thanking God every minute for all that he is giving to me: an understanding husband, lovely children, a loving family, a good job,..the only problem that I have is that because of all my responsibilities I ,most of the time, neglect my prayers!! i am not trying to find excuses for myself, it's totally the opposite , I always blame myself for that and I decide that the following day will be the last time I neglect my prayers but unfortunately it turns out to be another day like most of the other days, a tiring one and with one or two prayers only ( by the way the exception and the regular one is Salat Alfajr and it happens when I wake up of course!!!!!!!) so, not to make it longer and boring for you, I just want to ask for your help: How can I cope with both my responsibilities and my duties? sometimes some ideas haunt my mind and i start to think that maybe the problem is that God is angry at me for taking this way ( refusing alahadith and believing only on Quran) so it's a kind of punishment not to bless me with the right path!! Thank you so much in advance!!